Another day is gone…
I've lost my light , my heart is stoned.
You died in emptiness ,
It brought me silent loneliness.
That day I won't forget ,
And pain - the worst I ever had.
The blackness in my life ,
Its good , that you can't hear my cry.
So hard to realize…
I miss your voice , I miss your eyes ,
I want to be with you ,
But don't know how , I need the cure.
My friends are still with me ,
But they can't feel my misery.
The only way I see ,
My suicide - I will be free…
I've never said it to you , but you are my horizon
And all my thoughts and dreams are about you.
"God , have you ever thought , what is
My life without her?"
I can't make myself to think , that I'm almost alone ,
That every second might be her last second with me?
I know that you're with God ,
And I am here in screaming mod.
Why had he chosen you?
That wasn't right - it shouldn't be you!!!
And my last night comes down ,
I'm free from chains , I'm getting calm ,
The abyss waits for me
I hear your voice - it's calling me…